Wednesday, October 31, 2007

My First time alone with him

Well, today I had a Halloween party. It wasnt anything special, but it was a lot of fun. There was Tiffany, Garett, Alyssa, Tawny, Casey, Devin and I all hanging out watching movies and chilling. We ate junk food and had lots of fun! Devin came over as soon as he got off work, and I directed him to my house, and when he got here, he just hugged me kissed me on the cheek. Looked at me and said "I love you" and then he kissed. Our first kiss. He was being so cute tonight. he was always touching me in some way. Had his arm around me and I just absolutely loved it! We watched Click since he was on his mission when it came out. He was watchin it then he would just look at me. He'd kiss my cheek or my forhead or anything really it was cute. I gave him a massage, and all that jazz. I just loved it! I missed him so bad!!! He told me he loved me a million and a half times today. I just couldnt control how amazing I felt while with him. Then after everyone left, we cleaned up and went into my room. Just laying on my bed talking. We started to talk about yesterday, and I read him my previous blog. In the middle of it he just looked at me.. straight in the eyes and said I love you. The he layed on my leg while I finsished. I asked him what he was thinking and what was wrong because he seemed bothered. He said.. nothing.. just what you wrote, I felt and still feel the same way. He said.. I dont know.. It just touched me.
As I sit here writing this. I can smell his smell, and my heart is racing. When we stood up, I didnt want to let him go.. but He had to. I miss him. I get to see him tomorrow though. As I sit here.. writing my feelings, I am shaking with joy. I am weak in the knees No joke. I have never felt this way... It is scary and comforting all at the same time.

1 comment:

Stacy said...

What, no update yet? Sheesh! You havent dont one in November at all - get going, girl! :)