Friday, May 22, 2009

Baby mine

I love this song, I reminds me of my mom. I plan on singing this to my child every chance I get because I love him so much already and already cry every time I hear this.

Baby mine, don't you cry.
Baby mine, dry your eyes.
Rest your head close to my heart,
never to part,baby of mine.
Little one when you play,
don't you mind what they say.
Let those eyes sparkle and shine,
never a tear,
baby of mine.
If they knew sweet little you
they'd end up loving you too.
All of those people who scold you
what they'd give just for the right to hold you.
From your head down to your toes,
you're not much, goodness knows.
But you're so precious to me,
sweet as can be,
baby of mine.
If they knew sweet little you,
they'd end up loving you too.
All those same people who scold you,
what they'd give just for the right to hold you.
From your head down to your toes
you're not much, goodness knows.
But you're so precious to me,
sweet as can be,
baby of mine.
Baby of mine

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Mothers Day

Well today was my first mothers day as a mother. It still seems weird to me because I dont have that physical evidence that I AM a mother you know? I felt so blessed today at church and by Devin. Devin, on his very own, bought me a present.... I never said one thing about it and sure tried to make the day a special day for me. He bought me a crosauge. In his family, its been a dying tradition and he wantst to keep it going. As a scout his mom use to make crosauges for mothers day and the scouts would sell them to earn money. Then all the mothers would wear theirs around all day and of course to church. I love that idea. I think it was such a cute idea and romantic thing for Devin to think about on his own. I proudly wore that crosauge all day, even though I was a bit nervous about the pins and being in nursery, but all worked out in the end.

We had family dinner today with every one like usual BUT the boys were in charge of making dinner. It was nice to just be able to relax. The boys did wonderful. We had Steak, chicken, pinapple, mushroom, onions, and 0bellpeppers on shish cabobs. They were delicious. We had deep fried potatoe slices, YUM... roles, and a white cake with cream cheese frosting and strawberrys on top. Wow that was a delicious meal. The boys were a bit behind schedule but hey it was totaly worth it.

Devin made me look bad today too........ He had gone over to help his dad prepare the meal before church and called my mom before I did to wish her happy mothers day. She told me that Devin earned brownie point... Thats okay I think Devin really enjoys talking to my family... He sure does talk about them a lot... its all good things though.

When we got home from family dinner tonight he was even so sweet and helped me clean a couple of things and put the babys room in general places which honestly helps me relax a little. It helps me prepare myself for this wonderful little life that will help change me into the woman I know I can be and want to be.

Devin is the sweetest guy I know. He treats me so wonderful and is so caring. I love being in his presence... I hate that we dont get to spend AS much time together as I would like but all in all I think we do get a lot of time together compared to some couples. If I dont have a conversation with him as much as I would like then I just CRAVE to talk to him. To me that is love. I love how he makes me feel I love how he smiles and looks at me in that special way that guys do when you KNOW they love you. Thinking about how strong our love is for one another make me cry. It makes me wonder how I ever became this lucky. He is my everything and I cant wait to share the special experience of having this baby boy with him.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Another doctors appointment :D

Well I went to the doctors today to get a check up on baby. Trevin is doing wonderful! I gained 3 pounds... which sadly I need to gain more than that, but also I went fron a fundal height of 33 to 35 wich is really good. Heart beat: strong, 120-150's.

The doctor told me that I need to take it easy if my body is telling me to sleep then to sleep, if it tells me I am okay to do house work go ahead but take it easy. I am still low on Iron... so red meat I shall eat.

I cant express how happy I am that this baby is doing so well. I know I am so blessed to have such an amazing life. I have everything I ever wanted out of life. I know I am so blessed in the fact I have a caring family and husband. I am so happy that my in laws are so wonderful. I am so lucky to have this little boy in my life... in my tummy too :D He makes everything worth while. Maybe I dont feel so hot, but I know that everything I am doing is what I should be and that he is proud of me. That he knows how much Devin and I love him.

I know its pregnancy emotions, but I cant help but cry when I think about the love in my little budding family. Thank you everyone who has been there for me and helped me become who I am today. I wouldnt be who I am now if it werent for each person in my life.

God Bless each and every one of you and be with you, to make you feel his love for you as much as I feel it upon me right now.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

A few random things

So just to catch up on a few things really quickly before I head for bed....

Last weekend, Devin and I came up to visit my parents for my moms birthday AND to go see the musical WICKED! It was totally amazing. While I was at Wicked, I had quite the story. At intermission, I stood up to let a lady pass by me to get to her seat. Me, being slightly oblivious to the thought of a few things (Being quite pregnant, wearing stiletto high heals, being in a slopping auditorium) I thought I would be nice to stand for her to pass by. As I stood up, I bent my knees a little to help not let my tummy be in the way as she passed me by, Well bad idea. The next thing I realize is that I had hurt my right side a little bit and was sitting down again. I had realized once the lady trying to pass asked me if I was alright, that my stiletto heals has slipped on the slopping auditorium floor, not to mention I am a little wobbley with my growing belly. My mother in law sitting next to me thought it was the lady trying to pass that fell, but no that was me. I was just thankful I could laugh at myself and I wasnt hurt.

Devin and his parents left on Monday Morning to head back home, while I stayed here to celebrate my moms birthday. My sister and Grandma set up so that they would take my mom to get a massage, but I was to poor and not exactly wanting a massage that would be a touch touch okay I cant do anything else. It would just be frustrating to me. So while they did that I walked around the mall and maybe spent more money than I should have...

I made my first blanket ever by hand this week as well. I was very proud of myself.... I am trying a new one now and am almost done, I am excited to see what that one turns out to look like.

When Devin came back this weekend to see me he was incredibly excited to see me. It made me feel loved. I missed him but I think he missed me more because I mean he had to live in a house all to himself for a week... Come to find out he ate almost all his meals at his moms... Poor Cindy. Yesterday I just happened to comment that it was May........I cant believe how time is flying. Devin actually pointed something out I hadnt thought about yet............Our son, Trevin, will be born NEXT month!!!! Holy cow... how time flies. We are so very excited, and nervous, but our excitment over turns the nervousness.

As for tonight I just got done with a SFW (Sportsman for Fish and Wildlife) banquet... I am unlucky and won nothing, but hey, my neice McKenzie sure did make me laugh on the way out.... There was a guy that was semi dressed up in black or dark colors any ways, and he just happened to be wearing a Do-Rag.... Well McKenzie just got off of a cuise with my family and they saw a few people dressed up.... She got an excited voice and said "MALORY, LOOK!!!! IT'S A PIRATE!!!!" Oh how I laughed. She loves pirates....